| Colons R Us |
[Dec. 30th, 2009|01:56 pm] |
I haven't filled in all the exciting hospital stays and expensive tests that happened almost immediately after my last post. And I'm not doing it now, either. I just wanted to get on here and say something.
I'm a homebody. I sit at home on my days off. I play an MMO, but I mostly play solo. I've effectively given up on dating. It's all for the same reason: I hate people. People are rude, hateful ass-hats who want to tear down anything good. If they have a legitimate gripe, and you quickly act to accomodate their needs, they still have to make snide asshole comments -- no matter how friendly you react when wthe request is made. People are frightened, self-centered shits. They react with fear and destruction to changes, because they're scary. They react with fear and destruction when the changes they want don't come quickly enough. They react with fear and destruction when they find out that getting what they wanted isn't everything they had hoped for. They would rather hurt you now, just in case you possibly could have hurt them later.
No, I'm not putting myself up on some pedistal. I'm no prophet. I'm just as bad as everybody else. I don't want to spend time with assholes, but I'm also tired of being an asshole to other people, no matter how hard I try not to be. |
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